blackpeacock10000

So... as many of you can see, I'm not that active here anymore, Well. yeah It's been getting very quiet in here and I haven't been getting enough attention, sooo.... I chose to move to twitter where I have a bit more liberties of posting and where I can get a bigger audience.

If you wanna follow me on Twitter, Here's the link so you can follow me there, (Warning, Gay Furry NSFW Content Ahead): https://twitter.com/Blackpeacock100

So yeah, I might end up not coming back here again or maybe only to check on certain MMD stuff, I might come once in a bit, but if you want to see more of my activity, then your best bet is to check on twitter.

I also have a discord, Here it is in case you wanna send me a friend request there: blackpeacock10000#6004

Well, I also want to say, thank you everyone in here for all your support, because if it weren't for you guys, I would've never grown as much as I did, and I'll always cherish those memories and all you guys' support! thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all the love and support.

Sincerely,

Blackpeacock10000

Buongiorno guys, It's me again, Blackpeacock10000 with an apology. so... guys, I still have mistakes to correct not just from 2017, this makes me kinda to talk about, but if i don't say anything about it, it'll keep causing me mental issues. so, remember how I said that tenorjoane was a pedophile? well, it's all a lie, I was misguided by a troll named CandySandyCandy, and he also secretly lied to me about what I said about Shinatty123, yes that's right, I was misguided by candysandycandy, yes, all those horrible lies a said about this guys was all a lie, and I was tricked into saying them by CandySandyCandy, and I feel so disgusted with myself because of this, I hope you can all forgive me for this BS, I'm currenty seeking mental help and counciling in a little hospital named Prairie Ridge.. I sounded like a Immature little kid for this shit, I just wish I could go back in time and beat myself up for this, I wish I never said these things, and I can't believe I trolls online and on online forums trick me so easily, but now... I promised myself that I will never be as gullible as I was back then... and as for your request, eric.. I took down that gore Sou Notamine model as now I actually read his Terms of Use, and Now I've grown and learned from my mistakes. I will make sure to be more cautious of what I do online from now on. and I hope you guys also learn from these mistakes. once again, I'll also make sure to be careful who notes me online, and make sure they are trustable on what they say about people... this is also an apology that's about 2016, to the present. AAAAAAND... I'm making my own Sou Notamine model.. NOT to do gore of him.. but to grow as an MMD artist, I've also made my UTAU Saiboto Kusanagi to help me mature and be more original... and please be nice to him... he is innocent from my own mistakes, I'm responsible for my own mistakes, Not any of you. And now, I want to change and kill off all of my toxicity, Once again, I apologize, it was my ADHD that made it easier to be tricked, I know my autism was out of control back then, but now knw that I will do my best to be more mature about things and NOT be so Retardedly stupid... I hope we all can come to an agreement that sometimes it's just gullibility that causes people to become toxic, and I regret everything I said last year and everything that happened in the past.. and I hope it's not too late to apologize, IDK why I said those things, but now. I never want to be like that again... and I guess if I were in a mental hospital, I would definitely mature in a way.. and be able to cope with my mental issues, and also, It was sotamusora who told these lies about you to me, eric, the same person who tricked me into doing a lot of toxic things when I was a teenager. And TenorJoane, I'm so sorry for spreading false rumors about you, and same for you, Eric. I'll be sure to never behave in such a manner again, I learned from my mistakes and I'm doing my best to mentally recover, and change for the greater good, and you're all actually really great people and producers, Except for CandySandyCandy and Sotamusora, CSC, you shouldn't be making up Bullshit about people saying they're pedophiles, and Dionn, same with you, you should NOT make up shit about people being killers, or even being criminals just to play victim, you are NO VICTIM, you are a disgusting racist hacker, and you just made me look bad, and same with you, CandySandyCandy! and one last time, I'm truly sorry to all of you that I decieved you with such lies by people who misguided me, I know, I'm such an asshole for this, and I cannot forgive myself for any of these past mistakes, I'm not mad at any of you. Just at myself for my toxic stupidity, I hope god can forgive me for this, and I wish to be redeemed, and I hope that all that stuff is all water under the bridge now!

Thank you.

Sincerely,

Blackpeacock10000.

So, I've been thinking about it long and hard, and I decided That I will permanently close MMD model requests, So, Stop asking me for requests. I hope you guys understand. I just had enough, My brain can't take it anymore, I might end up getting fired from my job if people keep requesting me things, because It's driven my sanity low and My mind has gone unstable because of it, making me be paranoid, So again, sorry to those that I had their requests pending, but I have to closed then now before I get any mental illnesses. please, think about my mental health, and please stop asking for requests. I'm NOT the only MMD modeler in the world!

So... I finally chose to show up, heheh... sorry, anyway... these are my new years resolutions...

1. Watchers: I hope I can get at least 350 watchers by the end of this year

2.) Art: I'm hoping I can start doing digital art and start to learn bow to draw perspective in my art, and improve on it.

3.) MMD: I want to make my mmd aro rouon model's head hopefully before I get 200 watchers, and make his nova in mmd

4.) UTAU: I'm making an utauloid and his website, (I finished his voicebank and shoutout to Intaneloid for helping me with the oto.ino) I just need to make the english voicebank, and his mmd model, then he will be ready for download.

5.) physique: you guys might not have known this but I want to get a bit of muscle in the summer doing cardio dances and get stronger, to get my dream body.

6.) Hair journey: I actually met my dream hair goal, But I still want to get it to the highest quality possible, so it doesn't get damaged like it was last year in the summer.

7.) My diet: I want to get accustomed to more varieties of foods, such as fruits and veggies, so I don't stay appearing pubescent anymore. (because I'm 20 years old and this is not acceptable)

8.) The remaining mmd requests: Yes, I am very sorry for those that Had to wait so long for them to be complete

How many times do I have to repeat myself? How stupid can VRChat users possibly be!? I don't know why these people keep Ignoring my rules! If you can't respect my rules, I'll just add you to my MMD User blacklist! IF SOMEONE SAYS NO VRCHAT, THEY MEAN IT! THIS IS DISRESPECTFUL TO A LOT OF MMDERS! I'm sorry if this sounds rude of me, BUT... I don't want my mmd content being used for VRChat! stop! My MMD content is for MMD use only! And DO NOT NOTE ME ABOUT FUCKING VRCHAT, I OFFICIALLY HATE VRHCAT!!!

ABSOLUTELY NO VRCHAT WITN MY MMD CONTENT!!!

Please respect my rules, and Don't ever ask to use my mmd content for VRChat on my DeviantArt Account! and I'm very sorry for those who had to put up with people using your content on VRChat. I know how you feel, people keep asking me about it, and it irritates me!

And I'm so sorry you guys had to hear about this in the end of the year, I am very sorry. But I hope this year ends in a happy notice,

Sincerely,

Blackpeacock10000!